Facing it all, with very little ammo...

Yeah, I haven't been on in a while, but I promise to get my mind together and get posting again. Just not right now. I'm in a pretty salty state-of-mind, so you really don't want to hear what I'm thinking. (Which is actually the best time to post, but I'll try to calm down in the meantime.)

I finally got into my apartment (still waiting on someone to help me move the fucking tv), and I finally got my internet (although, I'm not using it near as much as I used to). I'm wavering on the tight edge of depression, not having a job, no car, being broke, and having to rely on others just to be able to take a breath in the morning, so I'm under quite a bit of duress. Plus, they cut off the water to our entire complex today, because we had a water mane break last week, so it spewed forth completely clean water (what a waste) all weekend long.

What I'm trying to say is I'm really pissy, AND I'm about to start my period. I'd just as easily punch someone in the face right now, as buy a loaf of bread.

I'll update on SOMEthing soon. There's so much, I don't even know where to start. But, I think I can manage.

Until then, don't hold your breath.

Love you, guys.