1.16.2008

Tegan & Sara - The Con

I really hated this song the first time I heard it.


Now, it's become my theme song.

As in, I hear it everywhere I go...


I listened in
Yes, I'm guilty of this, you should know this
I broke down and wrote you back
before you had a chance to
Forget, forgotten, I am moving past this,

Giving notice
I have to go
Yes, I know the feeling, know you're leaving

Calm down, I'm calling you to say
I'm capsized, staring on the edge of safe
Calm down, I'm calling back to say
I'm home now, I'm coming around
Coming around but nobody likes to
But I really like to cry
Nobody likes me, baby,
If I cry

Spelled out your name and list the reasons faint of heart
Don't call me back
I imagine you and I was distant, non-existent
I'll follow suit and laid out on my back
Imagine that
A million hours left to think of you and think of that

Calm down, I'm calling you to say
I'm capsized, staring on the edge of safe
Calm down, I'm calling back to say
I'm home now, I'm coming around
Coming around, but nobody likes to
But I really like to cry
Nobody likes me maybe
If I cry

Encircle me I need to be
Taken down

Well nobody likes to but
I really like to cry
Nobody likes me maybe
If I cry

Nobody

Encircle me I need to be
Taken down


I'm pretty convinced that everything in the world is against me, and I'm never going to be allowed to be happy. Just a little FYI, it's my psyche that's doing that. It's not that I don't want to be happy. I just...can't. The easiest and most graphic way to describe it is kinda like a paraplegic. It's not that he doesn't WANT to walk - he surely does. He just CAN'T. I know sounds incredibly egocentric. But, I'm just a square peg trying to fit into a round hole. And, those of you who took the SAT know it doesn't work that way.

3 comments:

anna said...

Hugs girlfriend.

Anonymous said...

hi

Jimmy said...

Hello. Thanks for reading. &=)