As much as that black hole in my soul engulfs me to admit this, I understand now that you will never love me the way I long for you to. *cry* Although there are so many things I would do to make you happy, I don't think that you could ever fully appreciate it, as you would have when we were first together. I had my chance, and I greatly blew it...out of the water...into space.
On a serious note, you're always welcome "home" for as long as I'm around.
Thank you for giving me good memories. And, I'm sorry I broke your heart.
Good luck with school and with life.
Part of my heart will always be yours.